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How Much Longer?

I hate this silence.
I hate that I have to live this life without you.
I hate that you don't want me around anymore.

How much longer do I have to wait to hear your voice again?
How much more hurt must I go through before we can just look into each other's eyes and just be right?

I know we're both in a new place now, new goals, new situations, but I can't help but think that my life was so much better with you around. This feeling's stripped me of my dignity and I've been going out of my mind trying to think of ways to make it better.

They say to just let it go, to forget what we had, and move forward. I'm not a switch to just be turned off and I'm not about to forget the one most influential person in my life. I need to refocus and remember why I'm working hard and remind myself why I'm doing what I'm doing.

...But as you requested, I will respect your space and leave you alone.

Darling I, I can't explain,
Where did we lose our way,
Girl it's driving me insane.
And I know I just need one more chance,
To prove my love to you.
And if you come back to me,
I'll guarantee,
That I'll never let you go.

Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.

I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.

So many nights I dream of you.
Holding my pillow tight I know,
That I don't need to be alone.
When I open up my eyes,
To face reality,
Every moment without you,
It seems like eternity.
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me.

Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.

I'm gonna swallow my pride,
Say I'm sorry,
Stop pointing fingers,
The blame is on me.
I want a new life,
And I want it with you.
If you feel the same,
Don't ever let it go.
You gotta believe in the spirit of love,
It will heal all things,
Won't hurt any more.
No, I don't believe our love's terminal.
I'm down on my knees,
Begging you please,
Come home.

Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.

I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.


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